Tuesday 17 February 2009

Umm. Yeah.

So finally, he has defined our relationship.

"We're friends"

I don't know why I am feeling so hollow. So far, I refused to define our relationship as anything. I don't even know what I feel towards him. I don't even know if I've moved on. I seriously don't know. I never even gave 'what are we' a thought till today. I played it by ear. I didn't close any doors, but I didn't think about them either.

What is happening to me? Rather, why has this happened to me? Why am I stuck to him? Why!

Ok, I just re-read what I've written, and my mind just told me that I'm a friggin cry-baby. I hate when my brain is right. Grr. :x

Help me someone. Please! I want closure!!! I've had enough of crying about him and moping, and being depressed and confused. Enough!

Help?

3 comments:

Nikki said...

Sweetheart...lets meet up?

iggy said...

Hey this was written before my "awakening" :)

As you know, I'm all good now! :D

I hope you're coming on 28th..

Roanna Fernandes said...

I only know too well what this all feels like! Men are extremely complicated beings. They're very irritating too!